My mother correctly identified that as my favorite line in Travis' "Love Will Come Through" without me telling her just before I left for college. My mommy knows me so well...hee hee.
I keep starting to write, then stopping. Part of me wants to complain about classes, but there's no point in that. Regardless, I'm gonna do the work and most likely pass, so it's a little silly, not to mention selfish when there's people who struggle a lot more than I do here. There's the word of the day...selfish. I've felt extremely selfish lately. I feel like I have a little more confidence than when I left...I talk a little bit more...I think. (But still not that much...then I wouldn't be Liza, now would I?) But I feel so unsettled sometimes, just cause things are a little different. Everyone I left is the same, more or less (that is, I haven't fallen out with anyone cause of drastic personality changes). Circumstances have just changed, which is natural. I've even had the chance to make new friends, really fast too, which I'm thankful for.
To label my feelings and put a cute little bow on it, concisely: Things have changed. I've changed. I need to re-figure out where I fit in things. That freaks me out a little bit.
There.
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