The year is over. Tomorrow is my last exam. Tomorrow my mom comes and I leave Maxcy forever and USC for three and a half months. Tonight will be the last time I see my Shack peeps for a while, some a whole lot longer than others.
....If I know this, then why am I not sadder? Why am I not balled up in a corner somewhere, bawling? Okay, maybe not that upset, but yeah...
I hung out with Callis at Jammin' Java today. That was cool. The one thing I was thinking was, "Why the heck didn't we do this before?!" It seems so surreal that he won't be here when I come back this fall, especially when we were talking. But it's true. The time has come to say goodbye.
Where has the time gone? It seems like just yesterday I was moving into Maxcy, and now I'm packing up all my crap. It's crazy...
Still, I'm pretty happy today. I said a prayer for all my friends who are leaving and thanked God for each one. Dangit, I'm getting all misty again. Why is it that I can't cry in public, but as soon as I'm alone....*ugly face here* Weeeehhhhh.....
Still, it's not all bad. I'm going to stick with the band thing, if they'll have me, and there'll still plenty of crazy Shackers left to looove next semester. I'm sad that time has gone by so quickly, but then, we could never get to the future, right? And I'm really excited about what that will bring.
Uh-huh... Well, I'm going to study some more, pack some more...
And I'm not going to cry, dangit!!
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