I got home from covenant group in time to see the last half of Demetri Martin...oh, man. That guy is my hero. And it repeats at midnight, so I'll get to see the first half too. Yay. Ah, The Daily Show, Colbert Report, Demetri Martin, homework...
Cue toy piano. "One of these things is not like the others, one of these things just doesn't belong..." Ah, well. Such is college life.
...Dude, Bill Gates is like a rock star.
You know, I used to complain that there was no one I could share my deep, true self with. Now, ironically, I don't like going too deep. It's difficult. I'm still insecure. I always leave a conversation like that wondering if I've said too much. I don't like admitting the ugly...but pretending it's not there doesn't do any good either. Neither does just living with it. You know, saying "Okay, I'm selfish" or "I put my foot in my mouth a lot" without a deliberate intention to change those kinds of things. I think what I really need to do is take a good look at the things I need to work on, pray for strength and guidance, and then really get into the mindset of trying to change my habits. I know it's not going to be easy- it is hard trying to change things you're set in. You have to get your hands dirty and get humbled every time you deal with it, which'll probably be often. So, the point- conversations that go a little deeper are uncomfortable and humbling...but good in the long run, I think.
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