Today was very humbling. Painfully humbling. Several things happened to me today that made me look at my true self, all of me, squarely...and it makes me sick. Sitting here, the only conclusion I can come to is that I'm selfish, spoiled, nowhere near as talented, smart, or clever as I pretend to be, in all honesty, I have a really nasty dark side, yet I'm way too proud to admit that I'm falling apart, even as I desperately try to claw my way back to a standing position before anyone sees I'm on the ground. God is honestly the only thing holding me together right now.

Well, perhaps the last thing is how it should be.